Covid, Vaccine Choice and the Great Awakening

Before 2020, have you thought about vaccines much? Have you ever felt even the slightest reluctance getting injected in your arm? Or did you simply go along with the popular, conventional view of the time? Right now, you may be thinking, why are you bringing this up, Christine? Who are you to have an opinion on a health issue? And what do vaccines have to do with the Great Awakening?

Some people (including medical doctors) believe that over a million people died due to coming into contact with a “contagious virus” called C-19, which we first learned about on mainstream news channels. Other people (including medical doctors) have alternative theories and points of view.

What does this have to do with your Spiritual Awakening?

How do you reconcile two opposing views? What are you to believe when you are not an expert in that field? Who do you trust? I believe it is the job of the individual to listen to the various experts, to weigh both points of view (or multiple points of view) internally and then, to choose the belief one wants to have at that particular point in time. To get to your decision, you may have to pray on it and ask God for guidance. You may have to listen internally to your body. Ultimately, it’s you who has to choose. This is because you have to own the decisions you make. If your goal is to become spiritually conscious, this is how you go about things.

So what made me question the conventional view? In high school biology, I remember learning that viruses were dead, that they were simply pieces of genetic material that could not reproduce on their own. Then around the age of 30, about 30 years ago, my husband and I were planning a trip to Thailand. We were going to trek through the jungles of Thailand, and vaccines were recommended by the medical community. Even my coworkers (electrical engineers) at a Silicon Valley electronics firm advised me to get the recommended vaccines before my trip. But I felt an internal resistance and we did not get any vaccines. And nothing bad happened on our three-week long trip, not even a stomach bug.

With this background, I will now share my personal experience and my perspective regarding C-19. Even though I am not an expert, I have been on a personal quest for truth, and can share my personal experience. So this is my thinking: If millions of people allegedly died of Covid, I would expect to have some friends and family or their friends and family (first- and second-degrees of separation of my friends and family) die of Covid. But there were none.

My personal Covid Survey

During the time that Covid was allegedly raging (all of 2020 and beginning of 2021, before the vaxes were available), I know one person who died.  

1. The one person I know who died during the time Covid was raging was my daughter’s friend E., who was 22 years old at the time. Some say she died of a drug overdose, perhaps triggered by depression. Certainly, she did not die because of C-19.

Now I will list the people in my 1^st– and 2^nd-degrees of separation of family and friends who died after they received the C-19 injections. 

1. My close friend L. (from Marshall Lane school, I have known her for over 15 years), her husband died at the beginning of March 2021, within one day of receiving his 2nd Moderna shot. L. told me that his doctors confirmed it was the vax that exacerbated the blood clots in his leg that caused his death. (He got up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom, then fell flat on his face dead.) L. was at my house the week before, telling me her husband was going to get his 2nd shot the following week. I told her to “watch out for that 2nd shot.” (It’s not like I consciously knew what was going to happen, I had no idea. I just kind of automatically blurted it out.)

2. My friend M. (who lives in my town in the Santa Cruz mountains, I have known her for over 10 years) knows a child (in the Santa Cruz area) who died after he got the vax. M. called me to tell me this sometime early this year. M. was one of the early ones to get the vax because her doctors recommended it, due to her medical condition, but got severely ill soon after. She got so ill after her vax that she said about her husband, he was going to get vaxxed “over her dead body.”

3. My friend and car mechanic, A. (I have known him for over 10 years), has a family friend in the Santa Cruz mountains who, at the beginning of March of this year, died all of the sudden in the middle of the night. He was only 34 years old. I only found this out because I was having dinner with A. and asked him what he was doing the next day. “Going to a memorial,” he said.

4. My friend, P. (I have known him for over 7 years), died on New Year’s Eve 2021 (Jan 1, 2022) at the age of 83. Although up in age, there was no reason for him to die. He was an active, healthy 83-year-old. He was going to live another 10 years, doing all sorts of projects, including daily exercise, collaborating with colleagues on the latest nutrition breakthroughs, and singing in a choir.

5-8. My friend S. (I have known her for over 2 years, she stayed at my house for a month during the Santa Cruz Mountain fires September 2020) has four members in her family (close blood relatives) who died in the last 8 or so months, after being injected. Three adults and one infant. (The infant was not vaxxed, but both of the parents were.)

9. In April of this year, I was at a store in Santa Cruz, looking for baking pans. I overhead two adults (they appeared to be in their late 50s, early 60s) talking about the injection and their health after getting it. They had bumped into each other at the store, and the woman told the man that she has all these new illnesses after her injection. The man told the woman he wasn’t going to get anymore injections. He had enough already. They also talked about a mutual friend who got so debilitated after receiving the injection, he is no longer able to work.

Regarding #4 above, contrast that to my own dad’s experience. My dad is now 86. I told him not to take the vax, and he followed my advice. However, eventually the doctor wore him down and convinced him to get the annual flu shot December 2021. Soon afterward he got super sick, so sick my niece who’s a nurse wanted to take him to the hospital. She was afraid of losing him. From 3000 miles away I said No. No way is he going to the hospital! Instead, I had my siblings give him Vitamin C, D, zinc and some Ivermectin that I overnighted. Three to four days after taking those supplements, he got out of bed. A week later, he was outside, shoveling snow. He still mows his own lawn today. I wrote about this in detail in a previous blog post. Here’s a photo I took of him on his 86^th birthday at the end of August (just a few weeks ago). That’s my niece in the photo, as well as the English Trifle I made for his birthday.

Having said all this, I have a suspicion that the vaxxes that were distributed were not all equal. This is because there is no way the companies could have completed the necessary research and manufactured the billions of doses in the short amount of time they had available for this. So it’s likely some doses were either saline or flu shots. (This has been reported by various sources, and it rings true to me.)

I have heard of people who allegedly died from Covid, from online platforms such as NextDoor. However, I did not include these instances in my informal survey because these individuals were not in my 1^st or 2^nd degrees of separation of friends or family. (I did not know the people who claimed to know people who died of Covid.)

Talking about Childhood Vaccines with Florida friend A.

Last week I was talking to my friend A. who lives in Florida and the subject of vaccines came up. She brought up a memory she had about getting injected in grade school. I found her story interesting and am sharing it below:

Before my son was born 24 years ago, I did some research on “childhood injections” and his dad (a chiropractor) and I decided not to let our baby near those shots. It was the right decision. He was very advanced compared to other kids his age. By two he was able to read, add numbers, name all the presidents of the U.S., and more. He skipped Kindergarten due to his advanced development. We put him into Montessori school where he was able to do the curriculum according to his level instead of his age.

I believe his advanced development is actually normal and had nothing to do with him being unique. Rather, it is the result of his body and immune system being free of toxins. On the other hand, I’ve seen many of my friends’ kids who had been given those recommended doses and their development has been considerably different than my son’s. 

About a year ago, after I returned from a trip to Europe, I had a memory flashback to my childhood. Like my son, I loved reading books and being able to remember everything I read. I could easily memorize long poems and song lyrics. One day (when I was in 2nd or 3rd grade) nurses came to my school and all the schoolkids got injected with something. At some point later I began to realize that I was unable to understand what I was reading and I could not memorize song lyrics or poems like I could before. It became harder to sit still for a long period of time. Studying became harder, and my grades began to drop. Lots of changes happened to me and as a young girl, I thought to myself that I had changed somehow. I didn’t know what was going on with me. Nor could I tie those two events together, not until my flashback last year …

I brought up this memory in a conversation with my mom and I could see a lightbulb go on in her eyes. She recalled the time the nurses gave the shots in school. She had become very upset the school had done that without parental consent. She also noticed that I had changed, but didn’t at the time tie those two events together. I also recall one of my classmates all of the sudden having seizures in class. She never had seizures before. Was it a coincidence? I don’t think so! In any case, I know for a fact that I experienced side effects from the shot that lingered with me for quite a number of years.

Luckily, I grew up where our diet was still low in toxicity, as we had our own fresh produce from the farm and our garden. Also, I never again after that got another injection, and have continued living as toxin free as possible. This may have helped me recover from the effects of those injections.

This post is getting long so I will end it here. In my next post (which I hope to publish in a couple weeks) I will continue sharing my personal experiences with these injections, as I have much more to share on this topic.